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[05 Mar 2005|01:53pm] [ mood | heart-broken ] [ music | sunny day real estate >> every shining time you arrive ] dear sloane, its been two months and still, we dont talk. we have perhaps said all but three words to eachother, and they werent those three words that i was so used to hearing. i feel completely empty without you. you filled that void in my life, and i truly dont want anyone else to fill it for me. despite everything i may have said, as impersonal and irrational i may have been, at the end of the day, it still all came back to you. despite how shitty we would treat eachother during the day, by the time we went to bed, everything was alright. we understood eachother and where the other was coming from. dont think a day goes by where i dont regret what happened and i dont regret losing you. i know ive lost one of the best things that has ever happened to me. never doubt that. and at this point, to get my clothing back would just be an excuse to see you one last time. as awkward and bitter it may be. im sorry, but that i cant let go of you and the six most wonderful months of my life. im sorry that i cant let go of the only person who had ever truly made life alright for me. you gave me a sense of worth and showed me how strong love can be. and so, i suppose i thank you for that and for giving me the best six months of my life. youll also always have a piece of my heart. cherish it for whatever its worth may be to you. im sorry for bothering you with my persistance. this is the last time. ill love you. forever. and you know where to find me. i hope that someday youll attempt to. no matter what the circumstances, ill always be here for you. until then, be good to yourself. love always, shannon i'll love you forever, i'll like you for always. vanity kills

[20 Jan 2005|08:47pm] remember when i said i moved? well mister rob did me up right. add it. </b></a>onlysewndown vanity kills

[10 Dec 2004|10:50am] MOVED those who i appreciate, well, they will be spared. cmnt and i will reply. vanity kills

keep 'em comin. [28 Nov 2004|10:47pm] [ mood | frustrated ] the following is within five minutes of eachother: takeahike143: yo lets bang OH how they move: nah brah takeahike143: fuck you OH how they move: youd like to, wouldnt you? takeahike143: haha yea proabaly newdeaL33: *making presence known* cough cough OH how they move: hear my voicemail? newdeaL33: yes maam OH how they move: like it? newdeaL33: and I listened to it, right after I finished the nasty. OH how they move: hahaha OH how they move: IT WAS AMAZING, RIGHT?! newdeaL33: surely. newdeaL33: cute voice. OH how they move: yeah i sound five. newdeaL33: haha OH how they move: you know it gets you off. newdeaL33: so, when are we going to have our friendly competition OH how they move: oh i dont know, i did my three rounds last night. newdeaL33: well, if you can't go again by now.......you definitly aren't on my level, sweeite. OH how they move: fine, i guess im not.  whatever. newdeaL33: haha.......not even gonna give it the "old college try" OH how they move: nah newdeaL33: <== horny as hell(and tryign to pretend it's not becasue of you" OH how they move: thats cute.  are we inebriated as well? Mattman258: im bored OH how they move: aww. Mattman258: and ready for some sex my conclusion?  guys are charming. my real prince charming: KillobitePhreak: i read your letter again KillobitePhreak: and youre beautiful in every way to mee KillobitePhreak: <333333 KillobitePhreak: and i just cant get enough of youuuu KillobitePhreak: and ;idoshfip;sajkldhnp;sajlgjh OH how they move: well funny thing is, youre perfect for me.  you sort of fit into my life so well. KillobitePhreak: <333333333333333333333333333333333's for you call me self-centered.  call me a narcissist if you may.  but shit happens.  get over it or blow yourself a new asshole.  honestly, its getting old.  and youre only incurring higher therapy bills traumatizing yourself over such petty shit. and if youre questioning the intent of this entry, well, yeah, it is mocking the male population.  very few have anything good to say and its obvious as to what theyre truly thinking of. i am, however, quite lucky to know a few who dont have sex on the brain like its a syringe of smack. you know who you are. vanity kills

[27 Nov 2004|11:00am] [ mood | amazing!! ] [ music | bright eyes >> puella quam amo est pulchra ] Love is patient, and love is kind. Love is not jealous, it does not boast, and it is not proud. Love is not rude, love is not selfish, and love does not become angry easily. Love does not remember wrongs done against it. Love is not happy with evil, but love is happy with the truth. Love patiently accepts all things. Love always trusts, always hopes, and always continues strong. ( Love never ends. ) vanity kills

i love you more and more each and every day. [26 Nov 2004|09:44am] [ mood | so in love ] [ music | across five aprils >> a year from now ] please don't ever change please don't change your mind no matter what they say i'll always wait and as days go by, the memories remain i'll wait for you and as days go by, the memories remain i won't let go i love you with all my heart<3 what a cute away message. im in love!!! vanity kills

[18 Nov 2004|08:38pm] [ mood | lovely ] [ music | evergreen terrace ] all you really need to know is that my life is blossoming into something beautiful. ive found my niche. ive found love. ive found everything ive ever needed in the places theyve always been. ask me why, and ill tell you. ryan. because he dances with me in the rain and kisses my forehead. art honor society induction. perhaps seeing rob this saturday. (and thank god hes lost that extra baggage.) city slicker. an amazing report card considering i didnt try whatsoever. (91) got my nose pierced. sleeping in jasons bed. my friends are simply amazing. understated. (you know who you are.) to love and being loved. trainrides. making a few cunts bite the curb. (and i swear you better hope i dont see you. fucking dirtbags.) gaelen! gaelen! gaelen! (i love you so much and your blankies, hospitality and patience for a narcholeptic.) the only downfalls; missing sloane terribly. college applications. moral? everything will be alright. because the downfalls are temporary and going to change with time. ps. corrine and nick. a very happy two months to you both. (i lovelovelove it.) vanity kills

[08 Nov 2004|10:00pm] majority rules; i lost. kills

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